Dream, brrr 2:23 PM

Maybe these words sound corny, but I would call myself a dreamer.

Seriously, I'm a dreamer.

I can barely sleep without dreaming and I don't know why. And taking a nap isn't free of dreams too.

My dreams are always based on what's in my head. Sometimes they even remind me of things that are already drowned inside my head, below all the things I'm currently thinking about. Old things I don't even aware that they're in my head. Like my sub consciousness thoughts.

It's weird but when I wake up, I can always remember the dreams. I still remember some of those really peculiar dreams. Like one night when I dreamed about maggots in a glass jar, I am really sure that there was green liquid inside the jar with all those maggots, yaiks! It was green, I know the color. And not only maggots, there was a baby inside it. Dead little baby! I don't know what movie I watched before that dream.

I once dreamed about brendon in black in white, that was funny. And when I was crazy about twilight, I dreamed about Edward Cullen for days, with continuous story. I only remember the one when he bought me an apartment, I was really delighted.

Sometimes my dreams have a connection with things happened after the dream. Yeah kinda like a sign or whatever it's called, but I thing that's just a coincidence. Coincidence happens!

But the weirdest thing of all is sometimes I don't know the difference between my dream and what is real. Well doesn't mean that I'm crazy. It's just... I see things that remind me of something that has happened to me in the past. But in fact, the thing happened to me in the past actually never happened. It's just my dream. But it seems so real.

I feel crazy

Pengen ngimpi lagi... 3:09 PM

Dari beberapa minggu lalu aku udah pengeeen banget beli handphone baru. Alasannya karena W300i-ku tersayang udah ga bisa diharapkan lagi. Kayanya kabel flexi ato apalah nya itu mau putus lagi, huaa :(. Jadilah saya ngebet beli handphone baru soalnya sekarang aku terpaksa pake 1110 yang jadul, masih monochrome *kuning item*. Saking ngebetnya tiap kali ngenet yang dibuka ya hape hapee aja. Harga hp lah, review hp, comparisonnya, etc etc. Habis research selama kurang lebih 3 hari, aku menemukan 2 pilihan sulit *ya sulit duitnya juga :p*. Antara W902i yang harganya masih 4 jutaan sama G900i yang harganya 3.5 jutaan. Mahal semua.

Jadi ceritanya tuh aku bingung banget milih antara kedua hp itu. Padahal yaa ... ga bakal dibeliin jadi aku harus cari duit sendiri, hehe. Abis baca" reviewnya sih aku jadi pengen dua"nya, hehe. Udah banding-bandingin juga tetep pengen dua"nya. Aaargh!! Pokoknya yang aku pikirin cuma dua hp itu. Di rumah, di sekolah, di jalan, mau tidur, lagi makan, mandi, ngaca, semuanya lah. Sampai malam ini aku akhirnya mendapat pencerahan. Ahay!

Aku mimpi. Mimpi yang seperti kenyataan *hayah*. Jadi di mimpiku semalem aku cerita sama Papa kalo aku pengen beli handphone gitu ... Nah! Tiba-tiba si Papa beliin aku ... tebak apa? Benar! *halah dora* Papa beliin aku handphone! G900i warna putih. Padahal mana ada hp seri itu yang warna putih. Emang mimpi aneh bangett. Trus di mimpiku itu aku make hapenya seneeeng banget. Buat internetan terus gitu. Berasa melas banget deh kalo diinget". Eh tau" to, besoknya hpnya bolong. Kaya tembok gitu bolongnya, tau kan tembok bolongnya kaya apa? Ada bubuk" catnya segala, dipegang putih". Ya gitulah, tapi tetep bisa dipake, trus bolongannya ilang sendiri. Aneh tenan.

Setelah itu, aku bangun. Sedih juga ternyata cuma mimpi. Enak banget kalo si Papa dimintain hp sekali langsung mau, langsung dibeliin lagi. Emang tuh mimpi banget. Tapi setelah itu aku memutuskan buat beli G900i. Soalnya mimpi semalam bagai pencerahan bagiku. Aih, jangan" tar malem aku malah ngimpi dibeliin 1110. Hahahaha