Kaleidoscope

I don't know what brought me back here. My last post is like a thousand years ago hahahaaa. Well it's been just a year but it felt like forever.

One single year changes many things though. We all change. But I guess I'm just gonna talk about myself.

A year ago I was still a good girl, never went home late in the middle of the night. A year ago I hadn't worn these dental braces. A year ago I was still dreaming of becoming a graphic designer. A year ago I loved my mom soooooooo damn much. A year ago I didn't always get myself "galau" because of this person I have a crush with.

A year ago my friends and I hadn't built this really strong, lovely friendship we're having now :D and as time went by we got to know each other better, tried to accept one another as we are, I love how I can be myself when I'm with them. Of course every friendship has problems. And I made lots of problems :p I had countless fights with my friends and honestly I'm sick of hearing myself asking for apologies. Why do I always start a fight? -,-

I spend most of my time with my friends and who must one blame for me choosing them over my family? No one. My friends are my new family. Well they are the ones I can always count on, when my family cannot be there for me.

What doesn't change in a year is my love life. Well this one is really fucked up, I guess I just gotta deal with it. Nobody can stand me I guess T_T