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Saturday, January 14, 2012

I am haunted by a thought that I am getting in your way to catch someone better. But seeing you with someone else, I'm not sure I can handle that.

Somehow I am certain that we're not meant to be. But I'm not ready to let you go. I haven't been ready since the day you told me to do so. I told you I'm getting prepared, but after all these things, I don't think I will ever be prepared.

All this time we're only delaying our ending. Are we just wasting our time, sticking with someone who's definitely leaving someday? Or maybe I am the bad guy, forcing you to stay while I'm waiting for someone else I can fall for.

"And if this is ever meant to end, then I hope it ends where it began." - Currents, Dashboard Confessional